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I never lost count. 30 months supposed to be, I stopped halfway at 26, and I got back in shape on the 29th. I hate the fact that I'm forced to remember every single detail about everything whenever the 4th of the month comes fumbling in. Today is the 4th and you sure know how I feel -- nostalgic for the feeling but hatred towards the person. When will I ever learn how to forgive and forget? As much as I try to teach myself these basic things, I just can't do it. It's too much to be forgotten and forgiven.

But despite how melancholic everything was, this day turned out to be so awesome. That "somebody" who lit up my world, passing grades, awesome friends, why do I have to be sad when such positive things are coming my way? I guess I was just too close-minded and I never bothered to look around. I was wrong there. So this year, I pledge that I will be more positive than the usual and I will always look at the brighter side of things. New Year's resolution, yo! Now watch me live my life better.

No more sad faces for every 4th, just challenge accepted memes. Bring it on!

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Back to school, back to the harsh reality.

Nothing happened, except that my now former classmate sold me his Eco book. Haha, he was actually the one I'm pertaining to on the mamamia tags! Yes, the one who made the butterflies in my stomach run, or in their case, fly wild. I wasn't surprise that he's there, I knew way back last year that he'll be going back for that matter. "Eto na ang chance mo Jowi!", my friend said. Yeah, and he seriously doesn't look like how I first saw him. His eyes were reddish, he looks thin... I don't know, he looks like he lacks sleep? I have no idea but I wish he's doing great. Lol. I talk like I know him too much.

And if we never meet again, please remember that I'm forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me.

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Nostalgic mode was left switched on.

Remember last year when I accidentally saw him downtown? Yes, it's like a stain I couldn't get rid of.

Apparently, I can't stop thinking about how smitten I was that day. It was just his presence yet I acted as if I'm goin' to die of too much giddiness. Even the butterflies in my stomach are wildly fluttering! Siiiggghhh... It sure was fun looking back at the past but for the first time in years, I have no intentions to stay. I went on and left all those behind. And I don't regret that decision, now I'm happier.

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This day = TOTAL BLAST!

As usual, I woke up because of my parents' laughter. Gaaahhh. Nothing peculiar happened, but we had a family reunion later that day. Almost everyone was there! T'was glad meeting them and I really had fun. And the food was great, harharhar.

I vowed to write everyday on this blog! A 366 project, perhaps? Yes, 366. Leap year, right? We have 29 days for February. Now lemme just cross my fingers for that. Haha!

I am so enervated, I have to halt this cause nothing good is coming out from my mouth. Awesome year ahead, yes? YES!

P.S.: My birthday's coming up! 14 more days to go. ♥