Let it go

No, I'm not selfish. I just dislike the fact that I can't buy this thing I want because my parents said so and... ahhh, never mind. It's driving me nuts though! I know I'm not rude but I became one when they started discouraging me regarding the things that I want to do and stuffs. Now I'm all bitch-ed up because of everything. Le sigh. I hate it every time this happens.

Take Me Back in Time

So, this is a letter.

Dear fourteen-year old self,

 Congratulations! Finally, you made it through. You have moved on from the ups and downs of your first love! And now there's this throbbing guy you seem to like. Well, good for you! He doesn't bite but surely he'll keep you hanging on a thread. Don't worry, he'll cause you less pain and of course, long-lasting euphoria. I suggest you do the right moves. Don't ever push him away, he won't like that. I mean, nobody likes that, what was I thinking. Errrr, but ignoring him for 3 days would do, leaving you a faux-boyfriend. Be careful, though! Sometimes you'll find yourself on the verge of giving up because of all these bipolarity. Everything won't end there, for he will leave you a promise that you'll see each other again. Take care! I know you'll see him soon. Samara will be pushed through, right?! Yes!

Hoping for the best, 

Your sixteen-year old self 

She's got her hopes up, got them up to there

A low quality picture of the letter I made for my... my... friend, yeah! Giving him a letter didn't even crossed my mind but the moment I saw these cute Superman memo pads, I thought twice about it! I always knew how he liked Superman so yeahhh. He likes it.

Of Talents and Introductions

For the past 4 years, the researcher haven’t encountered anything like this – extended time during recess or lunch for line formations. Well, it would happen before but unlike now, it happens usually. She loathed it for the fact that it’s been bugging classes a lot, but loved it at the same time for having those “saved by the bell” moments. Seeing this happen made her wonder, how does it affect her fellow students? Does it annoy them as well? How do they deal with it? As she seeks answer to this problem, it moved her to conduct a study about the perception of High school students regarding the line formation and imposition of discipline. The researcher’s main goal for the completion of this paper is to find answer to all her queries regarding their perception with this “new” disciplinary action. According to Wikipedia.org, discipline refers to systematic instruction given to a disciple, to train them as students in a craft or trade, or to follow a particular code of conduct or "order". Often, the phrase "to discipline" carries a negative connotation. This is because enforcement of order – that is, ensuring instructions are carried out – is often regulated through punishment.
 More often than not, a certain violation has a corresponding punishment; that’s what the researcher proved. Often she would see students being given corresponding sanctions because of the mistakes they have committed. Also, being in a class where (as everybody says) lacks discipline moved her to do this study.

So, I finally defended my thesis last Friday! The coolest remark I got is probably when our research adviser said "Woah, your introduction is promising." Hah! I feel so smart! And it felt good disregarding the fact that I'm not really intelligent. Ok, I must do some revisions again. Few more days and we'll be leaving High School! Sigh. Oh and, examinations week is finally here! Asdfghjkl, I'm gonna diiiiiiiiie. Die not literally. God bless my soul.