The Backstabbing Bitch

I think I am one.

So, I started referring to one of my lower batch friends as "McFlirt" when she completely annoyed the hell out of me. That was last Summer. At first she can just be ignored but as time goes by, she can be really bothering.
Now she sounds like me. A lot like me! She uses the same expressions I use, talk the way I do, blah, and it's annoying! I wanted to talk to her about it but I'm afraid she might take it differently. And the fact that I'm okay with her whenever she's around is like, I don't know, complicated? It just drives me away from the confrontation part I've been dying to do. The thought of her irritates me but when I'm with her everything seems alright. Sigh. If I'm right, I wish she'd stop. The hell with her, I don't wanna be duplicated!

If ever you're McFlirt and you happened to drop by, I'm sorry. This is how I feel. Love, me.

P.S. Kiss my ass.

A nonsensical post about love

Just when I feel like giving up on us, You turned around and gave me one last touch; that made everything feel better

A line from Rihanna's California King Bed. I knew it would be useful someday.

After 23 days, I was able to feel his presence again! Good, cause I thought he died already. JOKE, KIDDING, KNOCK ON WOOD, CAN'T HAPPEN! Samara's not yet ready to lose his father. Hello, future! Lol. Back to what I'm saying, aaaahhh!!! Our conversation was snappy though, cause I still have classes the next day! Booooo. I saw it coming anyway. But the following words knocked me out and I just feel like sharing it. Teehee.

AKO: Good night! :)
HIM: good night dn... nyahaha.. xD
AKO: Gm! =))))
HIM: alam ko.. haha.. bawal ba replayan ung Gm! =))))
AKO: Hindi!!! Hahaha wala naman ako nilagay jan na bawal ka magreply! Hahaha :))
AKO: Geh na, may pasok pa ko bukas. Sa susunod na lang uli haha niiiiight :D
HIM: ewan.. =))) . haha .  xD
HIM: hahaha... =) . sige see u soon.. :)

He said he'll see me soon. I wonder when was that, but I really can't wait! You see baby, I'll defy how many nautical miles just to see you.

Baby don't you break my heart slow

We both know that I miss you. Can you make it easier for me? Cause I know you don’t care as much as I do but please, it’s killing me. If you won’t talk to me then fine, I’ll consider moving on. It’ll hurt, yes, but that won’t go on forever, right? Unless self-inflicted, lol. AAAAAHHHH, whatever. It looks like I’m giving up on you. But that’s quite alright, I guess… since I don’t have anything much to lose.

Don’t get me wrong, it doesn’t mean that I don’t appreciate everything that happened but eh, it kinda looks like that he’s leading me on. Excuse me, I would never dumb myself for a guy… I am too precious for that! Hihi.

Anyway, July 4 is the day. 3 years, yo. We’ll see what will happen.

Fourteen

His favorite number.
His birthday.
My age when I started to fall for him.
The number of days since we last talked.

Earlier, my professor was talking about foods. I wasn't paying attention though, cause I'm too hungry to handle the topic. Then I heard her say "Serapion" so I immediately asked my seatmate; "Ano daw? Serapion? Ang alin?" "Yung pagkain daw! Masarap yon!" "Ahh! Kala ko Serapion. Kung anu ano na naman naririnig ko. Haha!" Oooohhh. Nostalgia, I blame you!

My blockmate and I went to Grand Central to eat. She was the one who ordered for us so I was left at the table. I overheard these college girls at the other table saying that they're all swooning over this guy named "Jem". Ehhhhhh!!!

Looks like it's time to do some major ear cleaning, yo.