Nineteenth

My only birthday wish would have to be spontaneity. I want something different, something exhilarating, something that will take my breath away.

I want a yellow Fujifilm Instax. I need something to record my 365. I want to make a heart collage on my wall. I want to fill a scrapbook and be artsy fartsy. I want keepsakes.

I want to travel. I wanna go down south or somewhere I'm not familiar with. I would love to go to EK for an adventure, as well as Nuvali to relax. I want to go to Tagaytay. I want something lax, I want something pretty and effortless. I wanna go out.

I want something unusual, I don't want something that's based on my daily routine, I want something new.

2013: What is left for me to say?

I was about to compose a year-end post like most of my online friends did until it suddenly hit me-- compared to theirs, my life is tad too boring for this kind of thing.

However, I am darn jelly and it's been a must for me to assess what happened to the year that was. What's left for me to write?

A bad breakup, maybe? Nah-uh. In fact, you should congratulate me for being the contrary! For the first time in years, I finally got myself a freaking boyfriend! 15th January, my birthday, I finally said yes to my then bestfriend. It was surreal, really, for I am the type of girl who's most unlikely to be in a relationship for being one of the boys but then again, I stand corrected. There is time for everything and currently, we are on our way to celebrating our first year anniversary. I am beyond happy being in this relationship, indeed! Shout out to the awesome-st boyfriend there is; I love you to the moon and back! (Back story, read)

An out of town trip with friends? Again, no way. Setting aside the fact that I got myself into several feuds this year (mehehehe), I was able to bond and grew closer(-er!) with my awesome girls. We are now on our third year in college and still unstoppable! Albeit, let us not forget the ruined bonds (RIP) and the new ones that were formed. Yay for new friends and nay for frenemies! Hiyeeeaaahhh! Feel the sarcasm on the last part.

Oh, oh! An award? Still, no. I wasn't able to bring any bacon home this year but I entered this thingy where I was asked to deliver an impromptu speech. Just, hahahahahaha, let's not talk about it. Speaking of award, I think this counts. Last semester, we had a terror prof. How should I start describing him? He is a dictator-- Hitler's reincarnation, probably. He is scary, intimidating, what else? He is lovable... sweet, smart, thoughtful, and funny. Despite all the difficulties he showered upon us, I am proud to say that I was once the highest in his exams and I was top 3 on his Midterm grade ranking! Ha! And not only that, my clique got close to him and yadda yadda, he wasn't that bad of a man, he's an inspiration. 

Ok, I give up. No, don't Last year was tough and I never gave up. I toughened up and showed the world who's the boss. 2013 will say bye in just a few hours and let me share with you the most important thing it taught me; Always be confident and believe in yourself. Don't be an ersatz for it won't lead you anywhere. Be yourself and you will see everything fall into place. Cheers to year that was! Happy New Year and let's all be productive in 2014! xx

PS: Woah there! Looks like my life's not that boring at all!

PPS: ¡Feliz Año Nuevo! Hablo Español. ¡Ja! ¡Ja! ¡Ja!
PPPS: This is one corny post.
PPPPS: This acronym (minus the S) reminds me of PNoy's Pantawid Pamilya Program HAHAHAHHAHA Random

Merry Christmas!

Is it wrong to feel sad on Christmas day? To be envious of everyone who get to have this Christmas eve feast with their families? To feel like you're all alone even if you're not?

All I Want For Christmas Are... (An Alphabetical Wishlist)

Air Jordan 4 Vivid
Backpack; Either Nike or Jansport will do.
Crunchy Cookie Butter, Trader Joe's Speculoos
David Levithan books
Earrings, lots of them! My inner kikay wants them!
Ferrari, kidding... aside.
G-shock. But I guess they're too humongous for my minute arm, might as well go with Baby G.
Hugs and kisses from the boyfriend ♥
iPad and Instax
Journal, just because I think I need to write again. And for keepsake purposes.
Keds. Lately, I found myself ogling on kicks.
Laptop! Preferably, Windows 8 and revolutionary. The one that works with touch and is detachable.
Moolah!!! Okay, MAC makeups will do.
Necklace with my name on it. Oh, I've been dying to have on since then.
Opportunities.
Pug. Yes, a dog. My boyfriend and I are willing to adopt. Oh and, PS4 and the LG Photo pocket.
Quezon's Yema Cake!
Roadtrip with an indefinite place to go.
Shopping Spree!
Taylor Swift concert tickets and a Team Kramer Meet and Greet sesh!
Umbrella. The one I'm using needs to retire already.
Vans, the atwood ones! Told ya, been loving kicks lately.
(To) Wander. I want escapades, I want to go out.
Xtended Vacation, mehehe.
YOU!
Zzzzz... Some sleep and an ample amount of slumber til the sem ends. Is it too much to ask?