Wants Upon a Season

From where I'm from, Christmas is celebrated for four months. September 1 kicks in and Christmas songs start playing everywhere! Okay, what the f, that sounds a bit like a cross-cultural-ish intro for this entry when the main point is to just put everything I wanted for Christmas. Ha! So, I present to you, my twenty-fourteen wishlist! (Please note that I still accept gifts on my birthday, which is just less than a month after Christmas. Thanks.)

A laptop which runs on a Win 8.1 OS would be useful 'cause apparently, our old one's busted. Sigh

An iPhone... or any awesome smart phone because I love Instagram.

A pair (or more) of platforms, boots, yadda yadda, all because I'm into fashion experimentation.

Let's throw in some cool clothes with that.

And accessories.

Makeups! And for specifications, I want NYX Matte lip creams (In the ff. shades: Addis Ababa, Amsterdam, Buenos Aires, Milan, Ibiza, Copenhagen, Morocco, and Cairo), Maybelline Falsies, In2It's eyebrow powder and highlighter, e.l.f. Blush and Bronzer duo, Bavi Phat BB Cream, a makeup pallette, and perhaps a makeup brush set.

A yellow or black Instax mini 8 or mini 90s! All because I am very sentimental and I am a memorabilia junkie. You know, when I've got lots of them and I've got my own place, I'd stick them on my wall.

Taylor Swift's new album and tickets to her next tour. I. LOVE. HER. SO. MUCH.

Intimate time with the boyfriend. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Exclusion of sex, of course. I just feel like catching up on some things.

Candies and chocolates because I'm just like a kid.

An investment, perhaps business, for my parents.

Divine healing.

TO GRADUATE. And be rich.

To the Birthday Boy

Twenty years of existence. Twenty years and so far, I've spent three birthdays with you.

The first one was when I was still trying to figure out my feelings for you. I was assuming and I guess you were to me as well. You invited me over and I was somewhere between being stoked and being nervous because I thought it was only the two of us. I thought it was going to be my first real date and I couldn't wait to share it with you... until you told me you were inviting her also. False alarm. All the butterflies in my stomach apparently has to leave. I was almost devastated but then I thought; fine. We're friends, what do I expect. But still, fate seemed like it paved its way for us to work our barely existing relationship out. She was gone for awhile 'cause I instructed her to buy our surprise gift (hehe, which I slightly planned actually) and we ended up talking and talking and talking and it felt like melting into each other's souls through the stories we shared while we waited for her to come back. Oh how I wish she didn't. LOL. Anyway, I knew you felt it 'cause I did, and it was just one of the instances wherein I knew you're going to play an important role in my life. And you did, you became my boyfriend five months after.

A year after, nothing grand happened except that our feelings bloomed despite the simplicity of your celebration. I had no gift for you but mom had and we're glad you liked the cordon bleu. Jollibee was great though it's far from exclusive. Sharing the moment with you felt exclusive.

This year, things improved quite a bit. I brought you cupcakes and I'm glad you liked them. We dined and talked like we usually do and I'm glad we did. You told me we can celebrate some other time but I think it will lack essence 'cause today is your birthday and it's much appropriate to celebrate today 'cause it's more special that way. I love you, I wish I'm right where you are.

More birthdays with you to come, please?

Please

You tell them I'm your last like you've finally decided to spend your future with me. I don't know whether I'm happy or sad because we're too young to talk about marriage, yet old enough to plan for the future. Breakups are inevitable and you make it seem like it isn't. I love it but I'd always overthink and prepare myself for when the time comes. I dunno, I see my future with you but always I think you'll get tired of my bipolar attitude and then leave me eventually. I've put too much trust in you yet I still feel this way. Well, fuck me and my trust issues, right?

I love you, please stay.

May these Memories Break Our Fall

OVERDUE POST. I apologize for being too busy and for being too indolent at the same time.

I am taking this moment, promising you this-- I'll stand by you forever but if god forbid, I'll twist fate so it would step in. I will never say goodbye. I'll point to your picture and tell my children your name, how the crowds went wild, and your hopes for them to shine. Long live!

June 6, 2014; one of the happiest nights of my life. Yes, you can tell me now that I'm the lucky one.

Apparently, Taylor Swift flew to Asia for the last leg of her tour. Y'all know how I mourned a few years ago for missing Speak Now World Tour but then again, I dunno what to say since the twist of fate when it all broke down... lol. I'm still so speechless after everything! I mean, being able to buy tickets despite the "hunger games", being able to win VIP tickets from Cornetto, and finally, being able to see her live and upclose! Everything is still surreal!

Commencing Photodump. 3...2...1...

This is when our hearts started racing. There was like a war-like sound whatsoever and then boom! Red lights, curtains, and State of Grace's intro! Taylor's silhouette was there and oiehderowihferiwhfir. No photos of that 'cause I only have a video which I can't upload. Hihi.

RE-E-E-E-ED! Taylor gave her hat away... to someone else. Whoever you are, lucky you! And here she is, singing the name of her tour. With instruments of the same color! Ahhhh!

The Lucky One performance! Old Hollywood theme, very fabulous! Not really my favorite song off the album but this is one cool performance.

She changed wardrobes and is now wearing a polka-dotted skirt! She delivered her speech and sang Mean using her banjo.

22 is such an energetic spiel! Jelly of other Swifties who get to touch her hand tho, huhu. She went B-side and sang acoustic versions of Fearless, You Belong With Me, and Sparks Fly! Oh, noticed her shirt? It says "MANILA"!

I Knew You Were Trouble! See the costume change? The queen's oozing hot! Her super rad dance moves and that costume totally ousted her from the country scene but hey, what's not to love?

ALL TOO WELL!!! Apparently, she didn't cry like she did in other countries. We don't know why but heck, she smiled!

Ahhhh, Love Story! Nothing but memories. This is where it all started! This song just takes me back in time. Too nostalgic, actually.

WEEEEE ARE NEVER EVER EVERRRRR GETTING BACK TOGETHER! The song marks the end of the show! I hope we still get back together tho, love! See you on your fifth album tour Manila!