KASALUKUYAN: Mga "Ayoko" Mangyari (mga sinabi ko sa kaibigan ko)

Ayoko umalis ng highschool. Kase...

• Ayokong hindi makita si *** araw araw
• Ayoko syang lumayo ng bahay
• Ayokong di sya makita mag basketball
• Ayokong hindi nya ko kinukulit araw araw
• Ayokong hindi kinikilig araw araw
• Ayoko nang nag aalala
• Ayoko nung iniisip kung nasa'n na sya kase di ko sya madalas nakikita
• Ayoko yung asa ako ng asa na makakasabay ko sya sa kung saan kase gusto ko sya makita
• Ayoko yung inaalala ko lang lahat ng nangyare, gusto ko sana nadagdagan yun... kung kasama ko lang sya eh
• Ayokong hindi nakikita mga ginagawa mo... baka magka girlfriend sya eh. Tas di ako yun. BIRO LANG
• Ayoko din pala ng pinapakilig nya ko minsan, kase pakiramdam ko ginagago nya lang ako
• Ayoko namang hindi nararamdaman yun
• Ayokong magselos pero nagagawa ko kahit ayoko
• Ayoko talaga ng nararamdaman ko sa totoo lang, kaso ang hirap pigilan
• Ayokong din namang masaktan, kaso tinitiis ko kase baka may mangyaring maganda

Pero ang pinaka ayoko sa lahat eh yung hindi ko magawang aminin sayo na gusto kita talaga. Gustong gusto. Gustong gusto kitang talaga, JEM.

It Kills...

That I said I didn't miss him when I actually do. I really do. Like I want him to appear infront of me from out of the blue... as in right now! Even if my clock says it's already 23: 27. Huuuu, I regret denying the fact! And now that we haven't SMS-ed each other for a week, it kinda makes me miss him more. Sigh.

I hate myself for being so denial. Oh, I'm sorry! I didn't know it's double-edged and I'll hurt myself. Fudge. This might be the prize for doing that. /smacksheadonwall Anyhoo, I'm still keeping my hopes up that I'll see him on the 4th of next month! *fingers crossed* It's just that my head is filled with random thoughts about him and I want to see him so I could make up my mind. Yes.

Basically what happened when I hibernated

MAY 10 - The Justin Bieber Experience

Fake. It was the screen!

MNL at night.

While chilling at Starbucks. I saw him like he was just 20 meters away! Unexpected. And I was quite starstruck-ed!


MAY 15 - Tara na sa Antipolo!

Nigh swimming with cousins. Wasn't able to bring my cam though. Hihi. T'WAS HELLA FUN REALLY.


MAY 17 - Ambush EK Trip

Woke up with a text message saying that our clique would go to Enchanted King. For free! Why would I turn it down? It's F R E E!!! Here are some pretty good shots. My favorites, actually.

I don't really know all of them.

Borgirlfriends!

With Andrea. The roller skater!

You wouldn't want to ride this. I almost barfed then! BTW, Up, Up & Away.

With Kirstin! Dodgems here.

The happiness!!! The most extreme ride there lol.

At the Rialto!!! Went there to watch Mumble's Wild Trip thingy.

Me trying to fit in a zorb.

Obligatory self pic after riding the Jungle Log Jam

Last picture of the day! With the crew of "the Wheel of Fate"

© Karylle Azagra

The rest of the boring days

The day I felt fierce. LOL,

Oh, it's the 24th! Happy Fakesary, J! Speaking of J, I almost fainted when he called me J as well!

I can say I got a life. xoxo, boring unproductive days!

Life? Got it!

I was off for 2 weeks. No, I did not hibernate! But I was gone. Will post something decent later but anyhoo, here's a pic of yours truly.