It Kills...

That I said I didn't miss him when I actually do. I really do. Like I want him to appear infront of me from out of the blue... as in right now! Even if my clock says it's already 23: 27. Huuuu, I regret denying the fact! And now that we haven't SMS-ed each other for a week, it kinda makes me miss him more. Sigh.

I hate myself for being so denial. Oh, I'm sorry! I didn't know it's double-edged and I'll hurt myself. Fudge. This might be the prize for doing that. /smacksheadonwall Anyhoo, I'm still keeping my hopes up that I'll see him on the 4th of next month! *fingers crossed* It's just that my head is filled with random thoughts about him and I want to see him so I could make up my mind. Yes.

Basically what happened when I hibernated

MAY 10 - The Justin Bieber Experience

Fake. It was the screen!

MNL at night.

While chilling at Starbucks. I saw him like he was just 20 meters away! Unexpected. And I was quite starstruck-ed!


MAY 15 - Tara na sa Antipolo!

Nigh swimming with cousins. Wasn't able to bring my cam though. Hihi. T'WAS HELLA FUN REALLY.


MAY 17 - Ambush EK Trip

Woke up with a text message saying that our clique would go to Enchanted King. For free! Why would I turn it down? It's F R E E!!! Here are some pretty good shots. My favorites, actually.

I don't really know all of them.

Borgirlfriends!

With Andrea. The roller skater!

You wouldn't want to ride this. I almost barfed then! BTW, Up, Up & Away.

With Kirstin! Dodgems here.

The happiness!!! The most extreme ride there lol.

At the Rialto!!! Went there to watch Mumble's Wild Trip thingy.

Me trying to fit in a zorb.

Obligatory self pic after riding the Jungle Log Jam

Last picture of the day! With the crew of "the Wheel of Fate"

© Karylle Azagra

The rest of the boring days

The day I felt fierce. LOL,

Oh, it's the 24th! Happy Fakesary, J! Speaking of J, I almost fainted when he called me J as well!

I can say I got a life. xoxo, boring unproductive days!

Life? Got it!

I was off for 2 weeks. No, I did not hibernate! But I was gone. Will post something decent later but anyhoo, here's a pic of yours truly.

Next Chapter

Have we end up this way; see me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy and you're doing you're best to avoid me?

I say, NO. Everything that happened in high school stays in high school. And I guess he was thinking the same when yesterday, his name suddenly popped out of my FB chat to ask how I was doing and stuffs. I was really appalled! And yes, it did made my day. Every time we have long fights, I'm usually the one who talks first. Urrrrgggghhh, the thought that he was the first one to talk made me giddy! It was just unexpected. Gaaaahhh. And another thing totally unexpected is the fact that we accidentally saw each other at church! Just, asdfghjkl. His smile! Most probably the sweetest smile I've seen lately. Though he's a little darker than usual, he's just... cute. Teehee, I miss him to pieces. I just can't help but pour the sudden gushes I felt. Thank You, Lord! Now I know, it's called Sabado de Gloria for a reason.

He could easily have been a hallucination willed into existence by the sheer force of my desire to see him.