Women, why you such whiny bitches?

This me and my most uninspired self trying to blog about how swell last night was. 

I miss my guy friends so bad. And when I say "guy friends", I'm talking about  this bunch of straight guys who play basketball together, goes to gym, made fun of each other -- you know, your typical teenage boys who do all sorts of typical teenage things. They're actually tougher and manlier than my college classmates combined!. Heck yeah! And i couldn't find a reason why I'm even friends with them. As far as my memory is concerned, everything started in Sophomore year when we had a group project and we were sorted with these guys. Eventually, the friendship grew 'cause we started hanging out with each other and their other friends. That was actually awesome because it expanded our circle!

Our time for bonding lessened when we entered college. It's like it went from twice (or even 5 times) a month to once in 2 - 3 months... and that made me miss them terribly. So I was just thankful for last night 'cause I had the chance to have fun with them via Twitter! To cut the long story short, let me just tell you that we had fun doing the same ol' stuffs -- MAKING KUYOG A FRIEND FOR COOKIES! And laughing, and making kana... things! It was so hardcore that the mentions increased and we have no more space for our message. Haha! It was hella fun!

A portion of our chika! Heeee. Thank God I have awesome guy friends. They lessen the drama and they make me happy. Oh yeah! *bro fist* Stephen, William, Donne, Phel, Bamp, and Al; THANK YOU. To our other guy friends who seem lost; GO AND OPEN YOUR TWITTER ACCOUNTS 'CAUSE I TERRIBLY MISS YA'LL!

P.S.: I'm not saying that my friends are such bitches, but I just love being with these guys. Plus, my girl friends are as boyish as I am, we're one heck of a happy barkada!

I don't know if it's just taking a while or...

My life seems to be more melancholic as each day passes. I can't help but feel like everything's against me and I'm not destined for happiness. Maybe I am, maybe I'm not, but this too shall pass and I'll always be here patiently waiting for what life has in store for me. But normally, I would fret about how unruly and recalcitrant my hair is, would secretly be envious that my friends have this and that and I don't, would (still) be angry about how we didn't end up together, and sulk that I can't have the life that I had. It just sucks knowing that the contrary won't amaze me any sooner. It's just disappointing.

Despite everything that's happening right now, I am still holding on to the fact that someday, somehow, everything that upsets me now will all be gone and I'll be superbly happy once again. It might be taking a while, but I know it's going to be worth the wait. I hope God will see a single good deed I've done in the past and he'll reward me for that. Ha! But I'm not saying that he's never been good to me, I just sort of need something that seems to be cherries on top of this whole commotion of a sundae.

It will all be worth it in the end, I promise. And this blog will grow further, you'll see!

JANUARY 22: 2 Years Ago

Errr, that's me. And that guy on the left was the guy I liked for ___ years. Teehee. Yeah that's Jem. This was our booth whatsoever for the fairbound that year, and we were set-up to have our photo taken. I was trying not to have it taken so I was being makulit and I was moving all over the place. HAHAHAHA, but the fans succeeded. We had our photo taken but none of those are decent. But he seems happy in every single crazy photo we had -- HE WAS SMILING! So yeah, here, some of the photos taken 'cause not everybody uploaded. Take note, these photos were taken exactly 2 years ago.

At least I know I gave him that smile even for a moment. *smiles* Sorry for this post, I said I'm going to move on, but I really am, I just found myself missing him. I know this will never happen again so... Jem, if you came across this post one day, let me just tell you that I loved you so much. You were never mine but I wish you were. At this point, I'm moving on but I felt sad when you got even and you didn't greet me on my birthday. But, whatever. Nothing will change, you'll still be with her and I'll be here. Sure you can come back, but everything won't be the same. By that time, hopefully, I'm better than this. Despite all the pain and bitterness, I'll still be happy for you. Not just wholeheartedly, though! But I will be. Soon. *smiles* P.S.: Don't worry, I'm trying not to cry as hard as I did before. I'm starting to feel ok. *smugs*


PHOTO CREDITS TO: C. Quintana, D. Domingo, J. Padilla

Is it "goodbye world wide web" for me and for the rest of the world?

I've been spending so much time on 9gag that it has taken over my whole life. Seriously. And I learned about SOPA and PIPA from that certain website.

According to the ever-trustworthy Wikipedia, "The Stop Online Piracy Act (SOPA) is a U.S. House bill to fight online trafficking in copyrighted intellectual property and counterfeit goods. Proposals include barring advertising networks and payment facilities from conducting business with allegedly infringing websites, barring search engines from linking to the sites, and requiring Internet service providers (ISP) to block access to the sites. The bill would criminalize the streaming of such content, with a maximum penalty of five years in prison."  The said bill was passed by a certain Lamar Smith who's being badly bashed all over the world wide web.

No American-based sites mean no free knowledge. Why? I'm pretty sure everybody relies on the web for things -- exempli grata is myself. I learnt how to speak English fluently via the web. I go on the internet to look for word meanings and use it for my blog entries. So if ever SOPA will be passed unto the house, my world will definitely come into a crumbling crash. No more extreme venting, no more assignments made easy, no more extra infos shared by the web, , no more easy connection to people abroad, no more everything! Everything I used to have an awesome essay which landed me to my first win won't be there again for my second, third, and more wins to come. Sigh. 

This too shall pass, except SOPA, and everything will be better... if we still have the internet. HAHAHAHA, Lamar Smith, I'm sure you won't have the balls to go out of your house 'cause you know, we'll win this and you'll come to our knees saying sorry. Ha!