So This Is What They Call "Outdoors"

I'M BAAAAAAAAAACCCKKKK! Guess who just flew in from New York City, Las Vegas, Paris, Santorini, and New Caledonia?!

Uhhh, yeah, I'm pretty sure it's not me. Mehehehehe.

My good ol' techless life over the past few weeks consisted of sleepovers, impossible (day) dreams, frequent trips to slumberville, super seldom gala with friends, derpin' on the phone with my super mega foxy awesome hot bestfriend, yadda yadda, blah blah blah, it's downright unproductive and I swear, you wouldn't want to hear anything about it. But I kept track of everything that happened while I'm gone... So, shall we?

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MARCH 31, 2012 - Bottoms up!

So... we went to Las Piñas for Yam's birthday bash and our `last day of school` kickoff. Yes, it's the kind of breather a partygoer -slash - stressed out college student would want! Flowing drinks, karaoke nights, and... smooching sweethearts? You got it. And I never imagine myself in such place! I mean, I have forsworn that I'd never drink alcohol but... I had no choice! Well, I had choices actually, and I chose the "not-so-good" way 'cause you know... so I could say that for once in my life, at least I did. Teehee. Bad, I know. T'was also the first time that I missed the train! Apparently, the station was already closed by the time we got there so we had no choice but to take the risky choice -- the jeepney. Good thing, I only had 6 shots and it's not enough to knock me down. Speaking of shots, I think I was intoxicated for a week or two! This ridiculous, uh, something I felt, uhm... how should I put this into words? I don't know! And I'm not spilling any beans regarding that 'cause A.) It's disgusting, and B.) Because it's ridiculous... and disgusting. Whew, I took it off of my head several weeks ago and I can't believe I'm talking about it again. Ok, let's get this over with! Lesson learned; don't get carried away with your feelings... especially when you're just 98% sober. Ha!

Less liberated photos, you knowww. Teehee. (c) Merriam Reyes

APRIL 4, 2012 - "APPY" 18TH BIRTHDAY!

One of my dearest friends for life celebrated her birthday! Oh and, did I mention that the whole barkada's invited? Yaaaayyy! The reunion we've all been waiting for! Nehhhh, scratch the reunion thing. We're incomplete. But, aaacccckkkk. I had so much fun! It felt like the whole posse's there when in fact, we're just half of the whole bunch. All the stories told, craziness, sarcasms, and, and... basically, everything! No words can express how much I miss them and how happy they made me. It's just too freakin' euphoric for my life, I felt my heart jump out of my ribcage! Hands down to the greatest (and biggest, lol) barkada ever!

Selected photos! Looool. (c) April Aquino

APRIL 10, 2012 - Bestfriends!

And this is what I missed the most -- hanging out with my bestfriend! After merely 7 months of not seeing each other, finally. We had all the time in the world to do it all again! The hustle and bustle of college had us cancelling our plans so we had no choice but to wait 'til summer. We also got one of our kabarkadas to come with us! So, it was Marian, Meng and I who were laughing hardcore over everything that we missed out on each other's lives. Dreng was missing in action though, so we're all looking forward to another getaway soon!

The only photo taken that day... (c) Marian Lizan

APRIL 14, 2012 - Heartbeat running away

We're all set for grade distribution. We all went to school for that reason and of course, quality time! Fortunately, my grades weren't as bad as I thought they were. Amen! Sad though, 'cause my undeniably awful Midterm grades resulted to a so-so GPA. Ugh. On the brighter side, at least I was able to do something less unproductive than the usual -- getting a life outdoors! I had the best time with my girls doing our thing and oh, we scored One Day tickets for 25 bucks! Lemme quote that line I'm so fond of; "I love you, I love you so much. But I just don't like you anymore". D'awww. It was as melancholic as our separation. Huuuu. Until next school year, bitches!

Loooovvvveeee!

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You missed me, guys? I know you do! Lol joke. But before I go, here's my most recent photo just in case you're curious. Hihi. Thank y'all for waiting! I love y'all!

P.S.: I'll blog better next time. Promise! ♥

A Rather Interesting Post

And because I've been posting a lot of stuffs about love and the like, I made another post!!! With lesser of those, of course.

So, the month's about to end and I still haven't ranted about how great everyday was! Everything was bizarre... sure I can say that, but words can't explain how "bizarre" that went. LOL. So let me put memoirs caught on cam heyurrrr.

Preparing to leave!

September something yadda yadda -- Melicent's debut!!! First, we had it on St. Catherine along with her classmates and yuhhh, this perhaps is the continuation. Teehee. Speaking of birthdays, I attended 2 birthday blowouts before this. Bamp's and Stephen's -- 2 of my greatest boy buds ever! It was so fun being with them as well. And everything's different when you have 2 barkadas.

Half of the class, first chilly night, terrace

September 13 - 15 was our retreat!!! That was in Tagaytay... and aoejoifur8fgyt8gytygh would be enough to type happy. Yes!!! We were quite unfortunate for having distributed but swear, being with them during sessions is freakin' fun!!! I learnt a lot from them and I reciprocated it. Those days are filled with tranquility, peace of mind and chills! It was freezin' there... we can barely touch the fog covering the place. Mmmm, I miss. Oh and, retreat letters here and there! Everything was touching, thank you!

Edward Zarate (left) as Eduardo Quintero

And just lately, we entered the Buwan ng Kasaysayan play something! Amidst cramming and effortless preparation, we entered the finals! We didn't win, though. But our class bonding has gone further and this is our second time! I'm so proud!!! And I'm loving St. Thomas more. ♥

As October draws nearer, Graduation's coming closer as well. 5 more months, I guess? xx.
*09-25, 12:09AM*

Because It Will Always Be That Way

Sorry, I just have to post this now despite my previous blog update. Hellooooooooo!!! So, everything between my bestfriends and I are already settled. Heeeee. ♥
*08 - 01, 4:44P.M.*

It's About How You Invigorated Life

I should've gotten that question! The other day, my classmate was asked to discuss the essence of being alive... something like that, something I can't remember, but the title of this post would have to be my answer. Now all I need is a little explication for this, Yesss.

Apparently, classes are suspended `til Friday. Which means, no St. James Day. 1, 2, 3, NOOOOOOOOO! Stupid water shortage. I never expected this -- everything's a hassle. It's our last year yet everything seems to be... "unusual". Rawrrr, frequent class suspensions? Nah-uh. It's making me sick! Leaving the thought that they're taking days away from my/our last year as a highschool student. *slaps self* On the brighter side, BYE STRESS! `Cause school's so tiring and we direly need this break. Amen!


Speaking of school, I feel like ranting how Monday and Tuesday went. Hahahaha, wiih!


The usual Monday mornings St. Thomas had during the past few weeks welcomed us. Bibliarasal + Homeroom Discussions + Room Fixations, the usual Thomasunog mornings. Ahhhh. We had an essay writing activity too. Like asdfghjkl, my heart's beating like crazy while writing my piece! Pressured, perhaps? Rawr, wish "The Babble Machine" good luck! Oh and, him talking to me makes my heart somersault as well! Hihihi. Kill yourself Joanne, you flirtatious creat. This day ended with two of my closest friends finally making-up. Huzzuh! He baked cookies for her, but I  was the one who gobbled it all up. Nyahahaha, and I can't help but laugh after everything I did. Whtvr. But Donne, if ever you're reading this, THANK YOU! Those are enough after all the effort I poured for convincing Andrea. Hahaha, Kidding! xx. J. Anything for those two, I love them! Hrrr, the same thing goes for Al who finally reconciled with me. Wooooh! I wonder when's my bestfriend gonna do the same?


Call me wanderlust, but I just won't wait for my adviser to open our room -- I'd rather explore the wilderness! And talk. And laugh. Yeahhh. I suppose we did nothing all day. Mentors are quite dazed... for the upcoming event, probably? So, we were left to do things on our own. Religion time for example, we played "Mahal Mo Ba Ako?" and everyone picked on us. I could just die of embarrassment. K. So, we're already an entity. LOL. A Face-to-Face thingy happened during T.L.E. class, regarding my "adoption". I halted my tears but it fell eventually after James pissed me off. Burn. Tuesday, whyyyy.


Things are getting a bit perplexed. Lord, help meee. xx.
*07-22, 11:39A.M.*

A Break from the busy civilization

I don't know how to begin this.

I used to love Friday so much. Now, if only I could halt the time and skip it, I will. Last week, We had our first (and perhaps the most memorable as well) C.A.T. meeting which caused me body pain `til Tuesday the week after. Asdfghjkl, I know right! I guess our clique's sudden trip to the mall and Ginang's jumping jacks worsened the pain. Huuuuu, I wish it would somehow make me taller. Hihi.

DANCE CLUB HELD AN AUDITION BOTH FOR NEW AND OLD MEMBERS. Lucky for me though, it was suppose to be my turn on the dance floor when our moderator announced that all members which are vying for loyalty can leave because we are automatically in. ASDFGHJKL, yaaaaaaaaaaayyy. I've been waiting and praying for this since God knows when and I thank for Him giving me this blessing. Please, please, please, let me dance? :)

My Spanish class teacher quite scolded me and my seatmate who was constantly talking to me. He had us talk infront of the class and yeah, I was able to get by, good for me. And speaking of him, I was able to talk to him outside the classroom - in English. Hahaha. Last week, we came across him and he asked for directions. Kayyy.

The whole class including our Reaserch class teacher already knew about him and I. Andami nang JeJomons!


I don't know what will happen to me and my bestfriend. You just don't know how hell-ish T.L.E. class would be. I wish I could go invisible.

Thomas Thomas Sunog! We can't use Titans anymore, it's way too obsolete. We can't use Thomasticles too, it's still fresh from last year's St. Thomas' minds. Thus, we labeled ourselves ThomaSUNOG. Simply because almost everyone in class is dark and the fair ones are countable. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.I'm falling in love with these people each day!

School's getting busier as each day passes. And oh. March 31 is the tentative date for our graduation.
Chimes `11 had already released its info sheet. Better start doing it now. xx.
*07 - 10, 10A.M.*

Swimming In The Sea of Sunshine-y - Sad Thoughts

He - whom - I - like sang PNE's "Sorry na" for me!!! Why the heck can't they -  whom - I - love - and - I - consider - as - my - bestfriends do the same?
*06 - 30, 5:30P.M.*

When The Going Gets Tough

June is drawing closer to its end. I just loathed how everything seems to be balanced then! Until now, where things are getting pretty screwed. By the way, this is a happy >> sad post.

My heart is freakin' fine. HE IS THE GREATEST, EVER. Though signals aren't clear yet. But he never failed to make me smile ever since the 15th of June. Like for this instance, he was shouting my name when I'm just behind him. Yeah, and I was like dedfoefof, I was left feeling infatuated. And when I got mad at him for pissing me off, he sang this song with a "Sorry na kung nagalit ka di naman sinasadya" lyric with his friends as his backup. Yadda yadda, I have lots here... but I'd keep them to myself. Bulgar!

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO APPROACH MY FRIENDS, FML. I don't know who's stupid but whatever, I'M GOING TO SELF DESTRUCT.

I could really use a wish right now. xx.
*06 - 28, 7: 52PM*

Fried Days Are Over

Glad that I overcame this week with such happiness! Though, some things got totally screwed. My heart's sort of broken, for real.

I lost my friends. Or not? I don't know, but we had this misunderstanding earlier. I felt bad after seeing my classmates being fetched by their respective clique or friend who were waiting right outside our room, while I was searching for mine where you can find somewhere along the corridor. Far from my room. Not really! But I wish they would at least wait for me right outside my room, TOO, and never comply with a "Masikip dun eh" response because I never complained anything about waiting outside their rooms which is very much crowded since it's nearing the exit. Blah blah blah. *Cogitates on how good - slash - bad of a friend am I*

We had our first mass for this school year too! It's hot and all and everything, but we ignored the heat for the sake of this school year's abundance. Oh well.

Lunch time, I was still with April and Jazaj who kept me company after the misunderstanding. Guilt, why don't you elude me so? Hahaha, hello years.

We had our second meeting for Spanish class! I don't know why the heck I'd tremble whenever Señor Javier would call names. Don't want to be called, perhaps? Yes yes yes. I'm shame-o-phobic, LOL.

After all our subjects were done, we were incarcerated inside our room to be oriented by CAT officers. CAT was... *end*! We were asked to never mention anything about everything that happened. Yes, or else I'll die sooner and that'll be the end of my career. Anyways, the "SANTIAGO!" scream at the dismissal is ♥. And I guess Bamp got the hots for it that he seized my shoulder and screamed at my ear. "Sir, yes, sir! Permission to dismiss, sir!" Something something something.

I was suppose to go to a reunion party after class with Andrea but anger management got in the way so buh-bye reunion. I along with April, Jazaj and Karylle went to the nearby shake stand to chill when Julius and Jhenny came. So we were there for an hour or so and... and... I SAW BABY BROTHER! Hihihi. This is the second time, I guess. The first one was last week. Kay, will earn guts to talk to him. LOL, not.

It was pitch-black during the last 5 hours. Brownout! Sucks, I know. I'm planning to sleep but I never accomplished it because of the heat. Now's the time. xx.

*06 - 26, 1: 08A.M.*

Who knew that the end's beginning would be great?

Random thoughts about senior year are going on in my head! And it surely didn't help my insomnia. Oh, I have? Hihi. Guess what, I wasn't able to sleep well last night. I slept at 12 something then woke up before 4! Oh yeah, my sleeping habit's totally screwed. Oh well, summer hang-ups. On the other side, I have all the time to prepare. I'm excited, nervous, asdfhjkl -- I feel so random! Thoughts are clouding up my mind, like totally! 

Went to school at around 6: 30. Good thing, I have my cousin from Pius who would accompany me to school every morning! So we went to school together and part ways as we reached our corridor. It was teeming with people from our batch and the batch below. It was crazy! I hear voices, but mine stood out. Despite lacking sleep, I managed to be superbly eccentric! I know, I would shrill at the top of my lungs whenever I'd see a friend or or two. First thing in the morning, St. Thomas was missing! Only to find out they were scattered like hell. Good thing I saw Shaine and we were together looking for our classmates. Yes! Old connections are still working. *winks* I walked through the corridor and saw my Borger friends crowding on St. Dominic's door. Of course, we missed each other like crazy so we crazily greeted each other! After them, I continued walking and saw Spongecake! Minus Dreng, though. Another crazy kamustahans happened! Heee. So that was a cranky icebreaker for my Senior year.

It's been two months or so since I heard Mr. Torres' bell which signals us to form our daily line formation on the roofdeck. I went there with Aizel and searched for our designated place. Hah! We're seniors already! We were thrown at the back! Oooohhhh. And again, hyperactivity attacked yours truly. And that was until Gng. Aransazo came. She looked strict (yes, she is), but she's actually fun, the kind of adviser you would want. Tough luck for Thomas, though! There goes our first punishment. Ginang left us standing there in the sultry hot roof deck, and that's just so whack. My feet hurts. Oh wait, before I forgot. Speaking of line formations, I'M SIXTH IN LINE! Uh-huh! Uh-huh!

Before entering our room, Gng. A acted as if she were a scanning machine! Though, no one was caught to go down to the P.O.S. office because everybody's safe for today. Mixed seating arrangements weren't made yet but our dearest adviser made us sit according to our height for the mean time. It feels so good to be seatmates with people you know, Michelle and Kayle! Thank you! Uh-huh. Oh and, before we had our recess, Ginang let us choose our own committees. I actually don't know where to put my name but seeing "Play" getting full already, I jotted down my name on "Serve" along with Aizel. And it was a coincidence that he-who-must-not-be-named-whom-I-like had the same committee choice as mine. Asdfghjkl, so we're committee mates. Heeeeeeeeeee! And that made me happy all through out the day. I went out of the room telling everyone who knows about "us" this thing. Hihihi, Ang landi lang ng moment na to pero ang saya saya ko!!!

Here comes recess, and I get to spend it with Spongecake!!! I missed those three. I missed seeing them united. And this moment just touched my heart superbly. *blushes*

1x1 photos were taken after we went back from our recess break. After taking mine, Andre came and we caught up. Yeah, and we were talking about how small I am. Asdfghjkl. Oo, tanggap ko na eh! Then went back to the farthest room from the deck, our's. Back to the orientation. Ginang A let us read the powerpoint presentation. You don't know how fast my heart beats whenever it's nearing my turn. I might say or do something ridiculous which may hurt my impression! I don't want that to happen. Plus, he-who-must-not-be-named-whom-I-like is on the same room as mine, right... and consciousness won't just leave me. Elowel.

Lunch time was still with Spongecake. But Shiela was there, too.Greeeeaaat. It was quite, uhm, I don't know. I'm just not used with seeing her with Spongecake, so... *big grin here*. Had a little crazy something with the C210 guys. As usual, J somethings. And thus, Jejomon was born!

It's so nice of Ginang A to let us go down and have our ID pics taken though it's not time to do so, yet. Hahahaha! I love her already, she's the best! She tells us stories and I swear, her stories would keep you awake 'cause they're interesting, really.

As this blog goes on, it does not make any sense. Or not? Oh well. First day, so far so good. xx.

*06-15, 8:24P.M.*

Oh happy day, why didn't you shoo melancholia away?

Marian texted me the other night asking if I'd pass my UPCAT app form 2 on school `cause deadline is on the 18th already. Of course I can't refuse! Would I dare ruin my relationship with her & the gang and my future? Hell no. So we had a little meet-up earlier. It was Marian, Melicent and I who were there. Andrea has to go somewhere so she can't come with us. Pero wag ka, pagpasok namin sa school andun sya, hahahaha. We were about to pass the forms already but with wrong instructions and the forms not printed back-to-back, we have to have it reprinted. Oh great, it just hindered me to go back to sleep.


Off to Marian's place we go! Good thing that their printer's loaded with ink, which means that we don't have to spend anymore. Teeheehee. After a few errors and misprints, we finally settled it right and back to Malabon we go! But before we stopped and munch our lunch at KFC, we had Melicent's 2x2 picture taken first. We have to wait for 30 minutes or less before we get it. Heeeee... so we spent time eating, catching up and laughing! Apparently, C210 was there and heck yeah, they were totally picking on me, linking me to J. Those bitzes. Hahahaha!


We let half an hour pass after deciding to come by my place. Did nothing for an hour except talk, read back ishs of my Candy Magazine collection and watch Sukob on Studio 23. LOL. (This paragraph is just so ignorable.)


We went back to school at 1: 00 post-meridiem. And at last, everything was settled! *evil laugh* Now all we need is to pick those forms up on Tuesday so we could pass it. Mmmmm, I could just smell college spirit. After series of negotiations, we toured the school! First, we went upstairs using the stairway behind the canteen but shame attacked us so we halted. We were walking towards the school gate when a bulletin board which was designed with stuffs and has this "Seniors!" thing on it caught our attention. Flabbergasted to see that it has our batch's pictures on it. Our batch. And I was totally blown off. I just can't believe we're about to leave highschool. Heartbreak number 1.


After that, we went upstairs again via the staircase from gate 2. Heeee, we saw Sr. Deney! And it was a wrong move for me to wear short shorts. Heck I was so glad to see him there! He was fixing Mo.F's room and I am just proud to say that I disturbed him just to catch up. Hihi. I said "Sir, ti-teacher-an mo ba kame?" He jokingly answered "Hindi ko kayo magiging teacher, estudyante kayo, ako ang teacher!" HAHAHAHA. I know, my question was totally mindeffin' so we laughed. And then I said "Sir, hindi ako sanay na hindi ikaw ang teacher ko." he answered me with a "Ganyan talaga." And that's where our little pep talk ended. Heartbreak number 2.


What totally hurts me the most, learning that this someone I like will ditch the city for a simpler life in the province, which means he's goin' to study there on college. HAH. Talk about being happy `cause we're almost neighbors. Sigh...


Charceline asked me "Are you, by any chance, lonely?" THIS is the answer. xx.
*06-10, 3:46P.M.*