Just two days into unemployment and I already feel mediocre.
As an employed citizen who gets recognized a lot, I used to be so proud having all of this and that... But I guess I blew things up with my impulsiveness after letting my emotions reign.
Or maybe I didn’t. I wish I didn’t.
I’ve always wanted to rest but now that I’m finally taking my sought-after break, I feel bad that I wanted to in the first place. Without having to think of shipping instructions, cut-offs, and other relevant shit, my inner demons would rear their heads, not allowing me to enjoy this break by reminding me that I am not as good as I think I am.
I am fighting it. I am trying. But more of trying.
People have been asking why I quit before having a replacement. I don’t know either. I just wanted to take a break from all the drama I encountered in the recent months. I wish I did, though, so as to rid my head of thoughts. But things won’t always go as planned and you have to stop being harsh on yourself. Or so they say.
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As an employed citizen who gets recognized a lot, I used to be so proud having all of this and that... But I guess I blew things up with my impulsiveness after letting my emotions reign.
Or maybe I didn’t. I wish I didn’t.
I’ve always wanted to rest but now that I’m finally taking my sought-after break, I feel bad that I wanted to in the first place. Without having to think of shipping instructions, cut-offs, and other relevant shit, my inner demons would rear their heads, not allowing me to enjoy this break by reminding me that I am not as good as I think I am.
I am fighting it. I am trying. But more of trying.
People have been asking why I quit before having a replacement. I don’t know either. I just wanted to take a break from all the drama I encountered in the recent months. I wish I did, though, so as to rid my head of thoughts. But things won’t always go as planned and you have to stop being harsh on yourself. Or so they say.
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