J,

I thought I'd like the same person until Fourth Year graduation. I was wrong. Screw your existence. 

Oh wait, don't. If that happens, I'll die. For if not because of you, I won't be able to move on totally and would still be hurting from the past 'til now.

When we first met, I never had an idea that you'll be this special to me. On the first place, meeting you has never even crossed my mind. Looks like fate played with us. Also, seeing you for the first time was like seeing an alien alive. You were a total stranger and I was just so flabbergasted to see you with the same clique as I am, like I don't even want you to be there. Now, melancholy would creep on my nerves whenever you're late or not around.


It was only until now that I came to realize that you, watching me play basketball was just so sweet. Well, that was accidental but it happened twice. Sophomore year memories, hello. That was just so surreal, I even melted.


And I love how you kept your promise -- True, you never annoyed me again. And with that, I loved you deeper. Oh wait, scratch loved. Cause even until now, yours truly is still unsure of how she feels towards you.


Uh, whatever. Hallucinations.

-- J

*07 - 31, 4:49P.M.*

It's About How You Invigorated Life

I should've gotten that question! The other day, my classmate was asked to discuss the essence of being alive... something like that, something I can't remember, but the title of this post would have to be my answer. Now all I need is a little explication for this, Yesss.

Apparently, classes are suspended `til Friday. Which means, no St. James Day. 1, 2, 3, NOOOOOOOOO! Stupid water shortage. I never expected this -- everything's a hassle. It's our last year yet everything seems to be... "unusual". Rawrrr, frequent class suspensions? Nah-uh. It's making me sick! Leaving the thought that they're taking days away from my/our last year as a highschool student. *slaps self* On the brighter side, BYE STRESS! `Cause school's so tiring and we direly need this break. Amen!


Speaking of school, I feel like ranting how Monday and Tuesday went. Hahahaha, wiih!


The usual Monday mornings St. Thomas had during the past few weeks welcomed us. Bibliarasal + Homeroom Discussions + Room Fixations, the usual Thomasunog mornings. Ahhhh. We had an essay writing activity too. Like asdfghjkl, my heart's beating like crazy while writing my piece! Pressured, perhaps? Rawr, wish "The Babble Machine" good luck! Oh and, him talking to me makes my heart somersault as well! Hihihi. Kill yourself Joanne, you flirtatious creat. This day ended with two of my closest friends finally making-up. Huzzuh! He baked cookies for her, but I  was the one who gobbled it all up. Nyahahaha, and I can't help but laugh after everything I did. Whtvr. But Donne, if ever you're reading this, THANK YOU! Those are enough after all the effort I poured for convincing Andrea. Hahaha, Kidding! xx. J. Anything for those two, I love them! Hrrr, the same thing goes for Al who finally reconciled with me. Wooooh! I wonder when's my bestfriend gonna do the same?


Call me wanderlust, but I just won't wait for my adviser to open our room -- I'd rather explore the wilderness! And talk. And laugh. Yeahhh. I suppose we did nothing all day. Mentors are quite dazed... for the upcoming event, probably? So, we were left to do things on our own. Religion time for example, we played "Mahal Mo Ba Ako?" and everyone picked on us. I could just die of embarrassment. K. So, we're already an entity. LOL. A Face-to-Face thingy happened during T.L.E. class, regarding my "adoption". I halted my tears but it fell eventually after James pissed me off. Burn. Tuesday, whyyyy.


Things are getting a bit perplexed. Lord, help meee. xx.
*07-22, 11:39A.M.*

A Break from the busy civilization

I don't know how to begin this.

I used to love Friday so much. Now, if only I could halt the time and skip it, I will. Last week, We had our first (and perhaps the most memorable as well) C.A.T. meeting which caused me body pain `til Tuesday the week after. Asdfghjkl, I know right! I guess our clique's sudden trip to the mall and Ginang's jumping jacks worsened the pain. Huuuuu, I wish it would somehow make me taller. Hihi.

DANCE CLUB HELD AN AUDITION BOTH FOR NEW AND OLD MEMBERS. Lucky for me though, it was suppose to be my turn on the dance floor when our moderator announced that all members which are vying for loyalty can leave because we are automatically in. ASDFGHJKL, yaaaaaaaaaaayyy. I've been waiting and praying for this since God knows when and I thank for Him giving me this blessing. Please, please, please, let me dance? :)

My Spanish class teacher quite scolded me and my seatmate who was constantly talking to me. He had us talk infront of the class and yeah, I was able to get by, good for me. And speaking of him, I was able to talk to him outside the classroom - in English. Hahaha. Last week, we came across him and he asked for directions. Kayyy.

The whole class including our Reaserch class teacher already knew about him and I. Andami nang JeJomons!


I don't know what will happen to me and my bestfriend. You just don't know how hell-ish T.L.E. class would be. I wish I could go invisible.

Thomas Thomas Sunog! We can't use Titans anymore, it's way too obsolete. We can't use Thomasticles too, it's still fresh from last year's St. Thomas' minds. Thus, we labeled ourselves ThomaSUNOG. Simply because almost everyone in class is dark and the fair ones are countable. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.I'm falling in love with these people each day!

School's getting busier as each day passes. And oh. March 31 is the tentative date for our graduation.
Chimes `11 had already released its info sheet. Better start doing it now. xx.
*07 - 10, 10A.M.*

Celebration

HAPPY J DAY!

Its been 2 years. I think I must stop this idiocy... Or not?
*07 - 04, 8:40PM*

Bizarre

One word to explain how this day went!

• Back with my fille who missed me a lot too.
• Though we're inches apart, he -  whom - I - like is still talking to meeee.
• Someone caught my attention, I feel something. It's forbidden though!

Lord, Thank You. xx.

*07 - 01, 8:40P.M.*