Wanted: Savior

To say that the past week has been depressing is an understatement. Lately, I found myself drowning in paranoia. Thoughts of being left alone would haunt me every time thus, making me coward. I am socially anxious and this is becoming too unbearable. I am sad. I am sad. I. AM. SAD. What do I do now? Where do I go from here? I am too fcked up and I don't know what I need. Help.