Time stops like everything around me is frozen

Title most likely taken from Miranda Cosgrove's "Kissin U" which totally stained on my brain since the day I heard it. And now, the sentence sounded more like Train's "Hey, Soul Sister". Snarl.

Yesterday was great. Or should I say that it happened earlier? Ah, whatever. It's been 2 days since I had a late night pep talk session with Bamp. I miss him already! He's the only one I could talk to during the wee hours of the mornight. Too bad... but too good, too! Without any distractions, I could spill properly. Rrrright. Though my brain's totally messed up.

As this school year's opening come closer... Oh wait, speaking of school, the "slow" issue totally got into me again! Earlier, we went to Marian's place to see her perform. Melicent and I decided to meet up since we live nearby. Not actually, but we live in the same area. She was texting me nonstop, asking if I can walk quicker. I wonder why, then she texted me again with a "andito j----r dali". HAHAHAHA. Yeah, I looked stupid as I ran through our place just to get there quicker to catch a glimpse or two. And for the record, I didn't make it. Rawr. All I want that time is a working time machine, for real! Ang landi ko lang, sorry. Nakeri ko lang ng bonggang bongga ang pagpapalda. Pak!

Ay, nag-love life na lang, teh? Love life na lang? Okay, enough of those paraphernalia. Let's dig through the sweets -- Sponge Cake! I've been with them since Freshman Year. We weren't grouped and named that way then, though, but we we're pretty tight. After series of leaving and betrayals, from 8 we're down to 4. The first year went fine. Months after, we were pretty much on the rocks. Thanks space, you totally helped. I figured out it was all that the group ever needed! Now, we're closer more than ever... and what we have there is what you call love. And more like sisterhood. May 28 won't be the best day this month if not because of ya'll. *smiles*

My computer clock says it's 12: 54AM. Good thing, gramma's slumber is yet to be disturbed. I should turn this thing off right now, or else I'll be cut off in the morning. xx.

Should I call this one a blog post?

Or not? LOL. I just feel like ranting today... like venting out my feelings specially that back-to-school vibes are giving me goosebumps. Yes, for real. And to tell you honestly, I have this list going on in my head eversince the day that I realized it'll be my last year as a highschool student. Hrhrhr. I have a wishlist, shhh. Apparently, it's mostly about how I want my senior year in highschool should be. I know, not all of them will happen but I actually prayed for these to happen. *smiles* After all, my Junior year turned out to be a total... uh, disaster, so I guess if one of those "wishes" would happen, I am rewarded after all the hardships I've been through that hell. LOL, whatever. Too bad I lose track of all those wishes. Rawr. But, whatever. Things unexpected usually turns out better than what you planned or what you had in mind, right? Right. Eh kamusta naman nga pala ang simula ng senior year life ko?

MAY 18, 2010.
Mom and I went to school THIS early. THIS, I can't remember what the actual time is but all I know is that mom woke me up at 6 something something then off we go to school. We got there too early. TOO early that it should be written in caps. Know why? We went there and the place was totally deserted. Okay, scratch that, too exaggerated. But, we were actually the first ones there. With some people. Totally not working yet. So, I was the first one who saw what our sections were. And I was the first one to send a group message regarding what my section is! Teeheehee. St. Thomas Aquinas, Hello.

ST. THOMAS AQUINAS' TITANS.
Mixed emotions much! I really don't know if I should be happy or not. First of all, I longed to be in this section eversince who-knows-when. Second, he-whom-I-like is therrre... I might get distracted! Hahahaha! (ang landi ang landi ang landi) Third, three of my batchmates whom I don't find "likeable" at all are there. Rawr. Then, I'm not the first one in line. Super duper ultra mega yehey for that, yo! Correction, I don't mind being short but it just boosts my confidence whenever I know that someone is smaller than I am. Hihi. Last, I don't have lots of friends there. It'll be the first time Andrea and I weren't classmates! It's so hard to move on, actually. Oh well, wish me luck. I should grow by then, right? Hope so.

Now playing is Katy Perry's California Gurls. And by that, I suddenly missed my girls! A few days left to enjoy summer, ya'll. Sometimes, I want that to past by quickly but at the same time, I want it to slowdown too. You know what I mean? No? Yay.

It's almost 12:30AM, I should go by now. Bamp left a few minutes ago and I have no one to talk to. And by that I think I really should go by now!

Wish me luck on my senior year. ♥

Old Habits Die Hard

BACK IN BUSINESS?

Wish me luck!

For everybody's info, I've been trying to re-live my blog and my... "writing skills" (if it's appropriate for me to call it that way), since I dunno whenever. But I would just left all the typed compositions on the drafts section! Hrhrhr. Because I would be like, too indolent to finish the piece I've just written or I'll be on Yahoo chatting with someone forgetting that I'm blogging. Hah!

On the other hand, I missed blogging. Really. I wish I could manage to update this one like how I used to take care of my freakin' Multiply site. Hihi.

Hopes and aspirations starts this night! Let's see how far my comeback will go. Blog, I owe you a lot.