Sunday, October 6, 2019

Still Into You

Day 1 into this relationship and I’ve already kept in the back of my mind that two weeks after, you’re going to get tired and then leave me eventually. 

But look, love. Almost 7 years later, here you are still proving me wrong.

I long for you on days that we can’t physically be together. The world has never been nice to me but with you around, I feel like I could conquer it.

You know, love, I really don’t get why but when I’m on my own, I always have to be strong— not just for myself, but for everyone else as well. With you, I can let my guard down and be the one being looked out after. I've always loved the feeling. My heart is always at ease when yours is near. Your mere presence comforts me— it has always been the reliever I needed for my panic attacks. Goodness, what I would do to always be around you.

You are my home— the walls I could always lean on, the roof that is up there to provide me warmth and protection, and the door that is always open to welcome me. You are where I'm most comfortable and loved. You are mine. And yes,

I’d love to go home to you.