Part-time?

Supposedly, I'll be posting something about how our first month went but then my feels got screwed up and I needed to vent, so...



I really don't know what to say. I felt backstabbed. And I felt like shit, if I may add. I'm not even sure if I'm just overthinking or what, but my subconscious has been telling me that I'm right-- that all these fuckery's about how I was ditched, how I was disposed by my own friends. I know them. They're mean as hell. Yes, I'm mean as well, but do they have to do that to me? I mean, we're friends, how come?

Oh god, I hate second guessing.