Friday, June 11, 2010

Being Contrary

Re-reading my previous blog posts, tweets and notes about yesterday, I realized I was too, uhm, emotional? Yeah yeah, and it looks like I'm having a hard time moving on. Oh hells, and I'm done after 10 months. It would just cut me without my knowledge, I know.

My mistake, I should be invigorating the present instead of overthinking. Better yet, I shall change my  view upon this 10 months I have. I shall take it as a blessing in which HE gave me time to enjoy my not-so remaining days with these people I love.

Heeee, I just can't wait to make the memory cam roll. xx.
*07-11-`10, 10:07PM*

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Oh happy day, why didn't you shoo melancholia away?

Marian texted me the other night asking if I'd pass my UPCAT app form 2 on school `cause deadline is on the 18th already. Of course I can't refuse! Would I dare ruin my relationship with her & the gang and my future? Hell no. So we had a little meet-up earlier. It was Marian, Melicent and I who were there. Andrea has to go somewhere so she can't come with us. Pero wag ka, pagpasok namin sa school andun sya, hahahaha. We were about to pass the forms already but with wrong instructions and the forms not printed back-to-back, we have to have it reprinted. Oh great, it just hindered me to go back to sleep.


Off to Marian's place we go! Good thing that their printer's loaded with ink, which means that we don't have to spend anymore. Teeheehee. After a few errors and misprints, we finally settled it right and back to Malabon we go! But before we stopped and munch our lunch at KFC, we had Melicent's 2x2 picture taken first. We have to wait for 30 minutes or less before we get it. Heeeee... so we spent time eating, catching up and laughing! Apparently, C210 was there and heck yeah, they were totally picking on me, linking me to J. Those bitzes. Hahahaha!


We let half an hour pass after deciding to come by my place. Did nothing for an hour except talk, read back ishs of my Candy Magazine collection and watch Sukob on Studio 23. LOL. (This paragraph is just so ignorable.)


We went back to school at 1: 00 post-meridiem. And at last, everything was settled! *evil laugh* Now all we need is to pick those forms up on Tuesday so we could pass it. Mmmmm, I could just smell college spirit. After series of negotiations, we toured the school! First, we went upstairs using the stairway behind the canteen but shame attacked us so we halted. We were walking towards the school gate when a bulletin board which was designed with stuffs and has this "Seniors!" thing on it caught our attention. Flabbergasted to see that it has our batch's pictures on it. Our batch. And I was totally blown off. I just can't believe we're about to leave highschool. Heartbreak number 1.


After that, we went upstairs again via the staircase from gate 2. Heeee, we saw Sr. Deney! And it was a wrong move for me to wear short shorts. Heck I was so glad to see him there! He was fixing Mo.F's room and I am just proud to say that I disturbed him just to catch up. Hihi. I said "Sir, ti-teacher-an mo ba kame?" He jokingly answered "Hindi ko kayo magiging teacher, estudyante kayo, ako ang teacher!" HAHAHAHA. I know, my question was totally mindeffin' so we laughed. And then I said "Sir, hindi ako sanay na hindi ikaw ang teacher ko." he answered me with a "Ganyan talaga." And that's where our little pep talk ended. Heartbreak number 2.


What totally hurts me the most, learning that this someone I like will ditch the city for a simpler life in the province, which means he's goin' to study there on college. HAH. Talk about being happy `cause we're almost neighbors. Sigh...


Charceline asked me "Are you, by any chance, lonely?" THIS is the answer. xx.
*06-10, 3:46P.M.*

Monday, June 7, 2010

When Thoughts Come Around at 1: 30AM

Hello, June 7th. I know, a week before school starts! When it's supposed to be a day before classes starts again. Helluvuh yeah.

A week from now, we'll be venturing on the brink of our highschool lives. Alarm to my batchmates! Sounds surreal at first but it's true. It actually takes time for me to accept such kind of things but of course, reality bites and it looks like it chomped half of my body as I ponder we're seniors already. Yes, for real.

To my batchmates, we're in the realm of this earthy jungle. Is it safe to say we're superior? Teehee. *wink* Bring it on, yo! Show `em we rule. RAWR! Oh and, hello St. Thomas class! I'm craving to meet ya'll. I sure hope we'll click and have the grandest time ever. Please, not another deteriorated one.

Mind you, these thoughts were first written on my then Filipino notebook. And it served as my codigo while typing this. Hahaha!

Lakers lost, 1-1. xx.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

To different places and beyond


Pretty soon, I'll be walking in these pretties. *smiles* And I just can't stop counting down, yo!

HALT! Reading the first words I typed seems like I'm pretty much excited for school, huh? Well... If I can move our classes' opening back to June 8th, I WILL!!! I feel so bad thinking that they took a week away from my Senior Year! Oh and, 500 pesos from my allowance. Hihihihi. Boo.

Have I mentioned that the ribbon thingy on my new pair of shoes made me excited? No? Kay.

H'okay! I'm worried this might be drafted again... so I'll post it though it's not that long and pretty much amusing.

Have you noticed that I've been using "pretty much" a lot? Okay. xx.