After all, I waited but never expected

"Hindi mo naman na-a-appreciate yung mga ginagawa ko"

J's for the win line when I got irritated with the way he cut the pictures. Little did he know that I have this "his - innocence - slash- slight - stupidity - is - so - cute -in - a - sense - that -  he's - making - me - giddy" thought going on in the back of my head. I also cut this December 14 something from a magazine clipping which he never let go of after I gave it to him. Unfortunately, he left it somewhere and I took it for myself. Hahahaha. Then we would talk like how we used to back in sophomore year. Hayyy.

Things are falling into place one by one. Best wishes. xx.
*06 - 23, 8:46PM*

You Could Call Me A Flirt Then

It's been two years since "these things" happened. It feels so good to see "those" again! Not exactly, though. But it's most likely related to what I'm feeling. XJPDEODFJREOFWP, am I happy or what?! Oh, superbly. Ayayayayay!

Like what I've said in my previous blog, good luck to this which has been improving since day 1. Boo yah!

xx.

*06 - 21, 8:02P.M.*

Of First Days And Affections

This school year started off great. Buena mano much? Because I never expected that the coming days would be great as well!

WEDNESDAY, June 16

Second day of school! The start of our busy lives. Nothing much happened, but a few memorable things occurred. Wait, occurred? Hahaha. First time to form our lines downstairs! We're seniors so we're most likely thrown at the back. As usual, we were left standing there until the rosary's done. Ouch, I know, right? I just love hogging my chair afterwards... Anyways, having P.E. with Catz paid that off! It was so much fun, specially that I have lots of colleagues there. But news about being gymnasts for P.E. class gave me mixed emotions. Errmahgawd, I can just pictue myself falling off the balance beam. Well. Social studies class was quite boring. I am struggling hard to keep myself awake like a fish trying to sleep with its eyes closed. Impossible. Music class rocks! WOOHOOO!!! Mr. Enguero allowed us to watch NBA game 6, we weren't able to finish it though. And because of that, we were late for Math class! Mrs. Castaño's nice to let it slip. We played Pinoy Henyo, and my classmates are such bitzes for they would answer with sarcasm. But we all had fun! I was laughing the entire time, really. Ako coach ni *toot*! He should be thankful, if I'm not sitting infront then he won't get to answer it correctly, HAHAHA LOL. Our first meeting for English class went only for about 20 minutes. Mrs. Mendoza has to attend something important so we were left in class with no one so... the commotion goes on!!! Our last subject is Physics. Hellavuhboringyuhhh. But Mrs.Labs is so funny and makwento to the extent that the boredom-ness of this subject is unsubtle. We had our groupings too, of course. And yes, he-who-must-not-be-named-slash-whom-I like is on the same group as mine. Asdfghjkl. I spent dismissal time with Andrea, walking around the school, catching up with each other. We really missed each other, eh!

THURSDAY, June 17

Terrific third day of school! It was a milestone for Thomas to be seated during the praying of the rosary. Yehey! Oh, Vier came to school already. He had a grand entrance and a warm welcome with matching intro and applause from us. First subject was supposed to be Filipino but they alloted it for class elections. After which was Science, where Ms. Labs instructed us to make an essay regarding the branches of science whatsoever. I did it hastily so it's crappy. Economics is so... *pokerface*. Back in third year, we would hear a boinking sound. It was only until now that we came to know it's Mrs. Castaño's timer. First day of subject meeting with Mrs. Mendoza again! It's the first day, yet we had a pre-test already! I don't know what grade to expect, I was too distracted. No, not because of that. Lunch break, then computer class. My presence was acknowledged after reciting and telling everyone who Charles Babbage is. Elowel. I saw - - - - telling - - - - - - something. Hihi, sure hope it was not something. Uh, you know what I mean. Research class was our second to the last period. Ms. Isaac's so pretty! I love her. She asked us to group ourselves by committee then think of an entertaining way to introduce ourselves. Ours was a game so St. Thomas enjoyed a lot! I had fun with my committee-mates while constructing our activity! Vier said something totally embarrassing regarding J and I, so I hit him twice with Mon's notebook. *winks* Our presentation went well, and chess stuffs were invented! Teehee, I died laughing asdfghjkl. Our last subject is Religion. I feel so bad, I miss Sr. Deney a lot! All along I thought that he'd be my teacher 'til Senior Year. *Less than slash three here* Well of course, quality time with Andrea ended my day and alleviated the pain.

FRIDAY, June 18

Energy went down, and we were left standing downstairs again. Because of that, I did not stand for an hour, hogging the chair to myself, unless needed. Damn my kitten heels. We had our first meeting for Filipino class last Friday. Same as with the other sections, we introduced ourselves by means of acting. My gawd, are my classmates funny or what? They're all making me laugh! Heee. We did nothing for Physics class except for this highlighting activity which was totally "en-juvenile-ing". HAHAHA! We had early recess to give way to that awarding thing which was supposed to be done last year. They cut off our 3rd period because of that! Rawr. Ours was supposed to be P.E.. Being a noob made my head bled in Math class. Lunch, then Spanish class which was totally enjoying! Our instructor never said any Filipino or English word but he would use hand gestures so we'll be able to understand him. Last subject was Arts, we proceeded on doing the introduction thingy plus, a bit of charades. That charades something which totally made me furious. Know why? Cause my team's leading then we lost at the end because the second group did better. Ako na hindi sport! Hahahaha. Had our first monitoring job too! LOL at Jem who keeps on bugging me. LOL at what I've just said/typed.

FIRST BARKADA HANG-OUT

Donne's treat at KFC! The whole gang was there -- boys and girls. Cool. Oh and we're a pack. Cooler. Sir Deney went there. COOLEST. Quality time with the clique for the first time this school year! Wiiih! Si Ser Deney inaasar ako! Boo. YAH. Hihi.

*I, standing*

SIR D: Waiter!!!

JOWI: Ah ganon?!

SIR D: Ikaw, porket nandito lang si ------...

JOWI: Di kaya! *hides face*

Then he asked me to sit beside he-who-must-not-be-named-slash-he-whom-I-like. A few declinations happened but of course, we sat beside each other in the end. Hrhr. While J was gone to get something, Sir told me "Maswerte ka nga eh, pinaglalapit ko kayo" wherein I responded "Eh sir, kaklase ko naman yan" then he said "Ganon, dun na lang kayo magkadevelopan? *laughs*" He even told our teachers back in second year (who happened to be there also) that "Jojowain to nun eh" Asfghjkl, hahahaha! And the yie's goes on. Believe me, this story I told hasn't even reached the half of this all.

Mixed emotions for that, ya know. Hindi naman sa pakipot ako, ayoko lang kase na inaasar ng ganon. Laking pasasalamat ko na lang dahil walang paki/kamuwang-muwang si J. Hah! Good luck to myself and to this which was progressing since day 1. Ayayayay

It's a rollercoaster kinda rush. ♥ 

P.S. Forgive me, this is one crappy post.

P.P.S. I can't think of any good sentence while typing this. xx.

*06-20,1:00A.M.*

Who knew that the end's beginning would be great?

Random thoughts about senior year are going on in my head! And it surely didn't help my insomnia. Oh, I have? Hihi. Guess what, I wasn't able to sleep well last night. I slept at 12 something then woke up before 4! Oh yeah, my sleeping habit's totally screwed. Oh well, summer hang-ups. On the other side, I have all the time to prepare. I'm excited, nervous, asdfhjkl -- I feel so random! Thoughts are clouding up my mind, like totally! 

Went to school at around 6: 30. Good thing, I have my cousin from Pius who would accompany me to school every morning! So we went to school together and part ways as we reached our corridor. It was teeming with people from our batch and the batch below. It was crazy! I hear voices, but mine stood out. Despite lacking sleep, I managed to be superbly eccentric! I know, I would shrill at the top of my lungs whenever I'd see a friend or or two. First thing in the morning, St. Thomas was missing! Only to find out they were scattered like hell. Good thing I saw Shaine and we were together looking for our classmates. Yes! Old connections are still working. *winks* I walked through the corridor and saw my Borger friends crowding on St. Dominic's door. Of course, we missed each other like crazy so we crazily greeted each other! After them, I continued walking and saw Spongecake! Minus Dreng, though. Another crazy kamustahans happened! Heee. So that was a cranky icebreaker for my Senior year.

It's been two months or so since I heard Mr. Torres' bell which signals us to form our daily line formation on the roofdeck. I went there with Aizel and searched for our designated place. Hah! We're seniors already! We were thrown at the back! Oooohhhh. And again, hyperactivity attacked yours truly. And that was until Gng. Aransazo came. She looked strict (yes, she is), but she's actually fun, the kind of adviser you would want. Tough luck for Thomas, though! There goes our first punishment. Ginang left us standing there in the sultry hot roof deck, and that's just so whack. My feet hurts. Oh wait, before I forgot. Speaking of line formations, I'M SIXTH IN LINE! Uh-huh! Uh-huh!

Before entering our room, Gng. A acted as if she were a scanning machine! Though, no one was caught to go down to the P.O.S. office because everybody's safe for today. Mixed seating arrangements weren't made yet but our dearest adviser made us sit according to our height for the mean time. It feels so good to be seatmates with people you know, Michelle and Kayle! Thank you! Uh-huh. Oh and, before we had our recess, Ginang let us choose our own committees. I actually don't know where to put my name but seeing "Play" getting full already, I jotted down my name on "Serve" along with Aizel. And it was a coincidence that he-who-must-not-be-named-whom-I-like had the same committee choice as mine. Asdfghjkl, so we're committee mates. Heeeeeeeeeee! And that made me happy all through out the day. I went out of the room telling everyone who knows about "us" this thing. Hihihi, Ang landi lang ng moment na to pero ang saya saya ko!!!

Here comes recess, and I get to spend it with Spongecake!!! I missed those three. I missed seeing them united. And this moment just touched my heart superbly. *blushes*

1x1 photos were taken after we went back from our recess break. After taking mine, Andre came and we caught up. Yeah, and we were talking about how small I am. Asdfghjkl. Oo, tanggap ko na eh! Then went back to the farthest room from the deck, our's. Back to the orientation. Ginang A let us read the powerpoint presentation. You don't know how fast my heart beats whenever it's nearing my turn. I might say or do something ridiculous which may hurt my impression! I don't want that to happen. Plus, he-who-must-not-be-named-whom-I-like is on the same room as mine, right... and consciousness won't just leave me. Elowel.

Lunch time was still with Spongecake. But Shiela was there, too.Greeeeaaat. It was quite, uhm, I don't know. I'm just not used with seeing her with Spongecake, so... *big grin here*. Had a little crazy something with the C210 guys. As usual, J somethings. And thus, Jejomon was born!

It's so nice of Ginang A to let us go down and have our ID pics taken though it's not time to do so, yet. Hahahaha! I love her already, she's the best! She tells us stories and I swear, her stories would keep you awake 'cause they're interesting, really.

As this blog goes on, it does not make any sense. Or not? Oh well. First day, so far so good. xx.

*06-15, 8:24P.M.*